Saturday, October 31, 2009

Moving on...

I have 3 days left in Cromwell.

3 short days...

It is a little weird. I have been looking forward to this for a while, and yet now it is bittersweet.

Cromwell is finally waking up. Our crew at the vineyard has doubled in a week, and so has the crews of the over 12 or so vineyards surrounding Cromwell, all with people about my age. There are people in the town center, people in the restaurants, people everywhere. I am getting invited to dinners and get-togethers. The local farmer's market has even started up again for the season. So, it is with a certain sadness that I prepare to leave Cromwell.

I feel like I just got my feet under me here, and now I am moving on.

But the thing is, while the people are really great, and some of them are really amazing, I don't really like the work. Well, that is an understatement... I find the work really unsatisfying. (I have listed some of the reasons previously, and again, I feel like if I knew this is what I wanted to do, it would be a very different. It is not that I don't necessarily want to work for Felton Road Winery, it is that I don't want to work vineyards... At least I don't think I do.)

This is not a new feeling... I felt the same when I left China, same when school ended, etc.

I guess this is just part of life.

~ matt

Friday, October 23, 2009

Revelation

Last Friday the vineyard got 40 mm of rain (~1.5 inches) in 30 minutes. That is a decent down pour for sure, but should not cause too much havoc.

And yet it did...

Felton Road relies pretty heavily on cultivation (plowing) in between the rows to reduce weed pressure and to get cover crops planted. Cultivation causes all kinds of bad things to happen, from erosion due to loss of soil structure and loss of organic matter, to the loss of ~25-40% of the stored water in the soil due to opening up the soil profile. Additionally, it can create a hardpan of compacted soil which prevents water from soaking deeply into the soil. All in all, cultivation is pretty terrible, and should be avoided if possible.

So, my first question when I saw how much Felton Road cultivated was how they dealt with these issues. The reply was that they were really not issues that Felton Road experienced...

Enter 40 mm of rain on a heavily cultivated vineyard on a hill, exit 1 METER of top soil...

Yeah, I wish I had pictures of it, but there were 1 meter deep channels cut into the vineyard. They have since scraped top soil from elsewhere in the vineyard to fill in the damage. When I asked about it, they said it was really just bad timing and a freak storm, but nothing wrong with their methods. Interestingly enough, neighboring vineyards that were not cultivated did not experience any erosion. Felton Roads cultivates to reduce competition for water, which is interesting considering how much of the stored soil moisture they lose every time they do.

Felton Roads prides itself on its sustainable practices, but they have a lot of the same problems that discouraged me from organic farming in the states... Lots of hopeful belief in what they are doing, but a certain blindness or failure to accept that they might not be doing as good of a job at it as they hope. I keep seeing it over and over in sustainable and organic agriculture. It is almost that they believe so strongly in what they are doing that they cannot look at their actions critically.

I might be being a bit high-and-mighty about all of this, but this episode really made me think about what interested me, and why I got into agriculture in the first place. I started this whole pursuit because I wanted to help people and protect the land. I remember reading The One Straw Revolution and feeling that I wanted to explore growing crops at that skill level. (The book is written by a Japanese man who dedicated 30 years to learning how to grow rice. It describes how he learned to grow rice in an almost Daoist approach... Like the flapping of a butterfly's wings to cause a hurricane, he discovered the timing of small interventions that would lead to a balanced ecosystem that supported yields greater than "chemically" farmed rice with only ~1 hour a day spent farming.)

So, NPR had an article on The Land Institute, a group of plant breeders who have been working to the last 30 years to revolutionize cereal farming. They are trying to reverse the last 10,000 years of farming by developing perennial cereal grains rather than annuals, with the idea that those grains would be closer to native grains and would be more efficient at using limited water and would not need chemical inputs or cultivation.

And I found that I was really excited about this... More excited about it than anything I have been doing at Felton Roads or even the last 2 years of organic farming. I guess it was good to remind myself why I had started this whole thing, and what really excited me.

I am excited to return home... excited to start a new adventure. When I return home, I am going to explore plant breeding.

Grad School, here I come! (Please don't worry mom, I promise I will not spend my whole life in school!)

~ matt

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

My poor hands...

Soo...

I have been digging for a week and a half solid... Usually with a shovel or a small trowel, either hand-weeding or digging holes for planting vines, mostly in hard soil. I am pretty sick of it, but that aside...

My hands started to hurt about a week ago. It started as a weak pain that seemed like just soreness from over use. I am used to muscle soreness in my hands from rock climbing, and this felt a little bit different. Then I started waking up with my hands feeling numb and tingly, like I had been sitting on them all night. It has gotten to the point now where I can barely use my hands first thing in the morning. Once I stretch out my forearms and take something to cut down the inflammation in my finger joints it is ok. At least I can use my hands. Still cannot grip things tightly, and my joints feel swollen and tight.

I have kept telling my immediate supervisor about it for the last week, and my concern has been met with "you just are not used to the work" or "stretch your arms out more," along with an obvious judgement that I am complaining about nothing and just don't like the work. Finally today I took it up with the assistant viticulturist, who was much more concerned about it. Today I put stamps on envelopes to give it a rest. Tomorrow I will be taking the day off if it still hurts...

Now, I feel like I am not a baby about things, and consider myself to be pretty tough and have a pretty high pain tolerance, so if something actually bothers me, it is usually a big deal. I have broken fingers and even my collar bone without even noticing I broken bone, and gone without pain meds when I burnt most of the skin off my arm. So I have been getting a little upset with my supervisor and co-workers who think I am making a big deal of nothing. Furthermore, the viticulturist and assistant viticulturist don't blame my immediate supervisor for telling me to buck up and get back to work without ever passing on my concern to them, but seem rather to blame me.

And even better, it seems that while NZ worker's comp will cover doctor's bills if it proves that serious, it does not cover lost wages, so if I end up not able to work my last week due to this, that is just my loss.

<---Really grumpy about all of this.

I am icing my hands and hoping the rest will do them some good.

Ugh!

~matt


Sunday, October 18, 2009

New Digs

Moved into a new place. The little hut was cheap, but lonely. Now I am living in Cromwell proper, within walking distance of the grocery store.

Roommates are a nice gay man who is never home, and an American girl who is nice enough, although a little tough to talk to about things that are of any substance... oh well.

My plans for the week are:
  • Go to Queenstown Tuesday night to eat dinner with Kristin and some of her friends that are on holiday.
  • Work work work.
  • Go back to Queenstown next weekend for the Queenstown Jazz Festival.
  • Work work work.
On another note, I went out last Friday!

Here is how it went. Meet the crew at the local pub (yes, the one the burnt down). They have the beer garden open, and a couple of plastic chairs and tables out. They are pretty much just serving beer. Interesting pub... :P
They start by buying a ridiculous amount of beer. 3 pitchers and 10 bottles for 6 people. Then they all start drinking fast, cause there is a storm closing in... I am a light weight, cause I don't drink much, so I am trying to pour myself to ensure I am only having half-glasses at most. As soon as the storm arrives, everyone scatters. I get invited to dinner just down the street. All in all, a fun time.

Spent the rest of the weekend resting. Work starts again tomorrow. :(

~ matt

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Update Time!

So, sorry I have not updated this in a while. It is hard to do when I feel like I don't have a whole lot to say.

I like lists, so lets start with one of those.

What Is New:
  • Been working hard. Lots of boring work too... Hand weeding, hand weeding, weed whacking, more hand weeding. Not sure what I am learning...
  • Took a trip to see Kristin this last weekend. It was wonderful, and I returned feeling refreshed and recharged. Too bad it does not seem to be lasting, because...
  • I am feeling like crap. It took a lot to get up this morning, and I felt sluggish all day. Then, after dinner I started to feel just worn out and exhausted. Now, it is 8:45 and I am about to go to bed and hope like mad that I am not actually sick.
  • I am supposed to move tomorrow. Finally leaving the hut with its terrible internet and cheap rent. My new place is in town, so a longer drive to and from work, but hopefully that will help me meet people. Also, good internet, so maybe I will actually be able to Skype with people. Although the timing might not be great cause...
  • I have 3 short weeks left in Cromwell. After that, I will be meeting up with Kristin and traveling around NZ before returning to the States.
  • The car is running great, and has been the best thing I could have done here. Although, I am glad I took my time shopping around cause it could have gone really wrong. Might still. We shall see...
So, that is most of the big stuff. I am pretty happy, but I am also looking forward to being home for Christmas. Really looking forward to it, actually.

~matt

Sunday, October 4, 2009

What do I want to be when I grow up....

I have no idea.

I feel like I have always been a little bit jealous of people who know that answer to that question. Well, depending on the day. Other days, I just feel like they are delusional.

When I was young, I wanted to be a monk. I feel a bit silly admitting that, but it is true. Tom wanted to be an Air Force Pilot or Marine, Kyle wanted to be a pyrotechnics expert (for about a minute)... what kind of kid wants to be a monk when they grow up? I even remember doodling little plots of the gardens and walls I would have in my little abby. Not sure why, but I have always been drawn particularly to Eastern Mysticism. The image of the Chinese Sage was always intriguing...

And then I discovered girls, and very suddenly my interest in being a monk was gone. :)

But in all seriousness, I feel silly asking this question after spending 6.5 years in school training for something to do with myself. I did organic vege farming for a while, and my heart was not in it. Now I am doing viticulture, and my heart is not in it either.

I enjoy working outside or with my hands, but hate the monotonous, mind-numbing tasks involved with most farming that I have experienced. It was ok when I could listen to NPR during my day, but I feel like I need something that engages my body and mind.

The second problem that I have is that I really feel like I have been lucky to have had the opportunities I have had, and feel that I should give back somehow. I want to feel like I want my work to benefit others. Maybe I am being silly, but I have been blessed to have received the support of so many people. I feel like I am wasting that somehow...

I also know that I think time with friends and family is precious. My current boss works 10-12 hours a day, plus weekends. He is dedicated for sure, but he also has kids and a wife that he cannot see very often. He is so busy that he rarely sits down, and always inhales his lunch in 5-10 minutes before running off to the next thing. I know I don't want that...

Hmm... Maybe I will figure it out someday.

~ matt