It is not that what I am doing is pointless. It is necessary.
Nor is it that I am not paid well. (On the contrary, it seems that I am paid rather well for the type of work.)
It is that I find the work mind-numbing. Beyond mind-numbing.
I count seeds. Eight hours a day, forty hours a week, I count seeds.
And while I count seeds, I go a little crazy. The big problem is that my mind is always moving, and without something to focus its attention, it fixates on the job... The terrible, mind-numbing job.
So, I think I need to start writing here more... There are grand schemes I need to focus on, to give my mind focus. I need a sounding board as well, and this seems appropriate.
First up. A self-regulating agroecosystem based off the long grass steep, one that integrates the grazing of livestock as part of its processes.
More soon.
~ matt
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